which i was sure wasn't real the first time i saw it
with my eyes completely closed.
a tower of light that poured finely at first.
its siblings were familiar to me and melted along.
the street was night.
an ocean of
floating dotted suffering light.
i was floating too.
but now
here
my feet are aground.
still i feel disbelief
since it's 30 seconds
and 1/6th of a second
past midnight…